Up early this morning to take Mum, Dad and Thomas to the airport. I returned home with a heavy heart. The house is empty and I miss them already.
I feel I should return to doing something with the horses, but I'm very reluctant to do so. It's a worry - I can't seem to find any fun in it these days. When did it stop being fun?
Horses fill my life, I love them, but it has to be fun. Perhaps it really is time to stop.
My Life, My Horses and My Attempts to Train the Classical Way
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Only you can decide these things, but I've felt that way myself in the past. Just let yourself feel what you're feeling right now and don't judge yourself or worry too much about it. Winter doldrums affect us all. Spend as much time out in the sunshine (if there is any) as you can and don't make any decisions when you feel down.
I've got a MIL you can have!!!! Only 4 more nights!
Come over when she's gone we'll make you better xxx
its winter, Di, there's no fun in mud, LOL
wot Trudi said...
It's not the mud Claire, it's me - I used to enjoy it, now, I seem to have lost it somehow.
is there a way to increase the social aspect that is usually part of the fun? You do so much on your own. I know i like the other horsey humans as much as the four-legged connections. It's like being with people who speak your language.
Oh, I do hate that feeling of the dreads. I rrrrrealy hope yours lifts... And sorry your heart it heavy too, love ones nged to be close, when they aren't..it does seem to steal some joy. It is rough on you.
Mine just needs more light and interaction, it does help my sissy is here..but yea, I'm with you. Just don't make any big deduction from the present state.
Pulling for you, Di, from here in Oregon!!
Please give the horses all a hug for me...and listen to them chew ~
Kac
Have you got transport for your horses? Want to come down here and come out to play with us?
Thanks Helen that's a lovely suggestion but I've only got 2 young horses never been anywhere and 2 horses not fit enough to ride.
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